OMG I'm so Fierce

I got my hair cut again i'll post new pics soon.

so yeah leave some comments and buzz my pics.

Thank you.

I loves you all <3

Please don't steal but tell me what you think =)

*Prolog*

Roxy stood alone in the hallway watching his back as he walked away. So this is how it feels to be heartbroken and lonely, she thought to herself. That was it, as he round the corner all the tears she had held back came crashing down her pale cheeks.

Roxy felt her knees fold under her. She lay on the white tile with her slender knees drawn to her chest. Her face was hidden by her short, jagged hair. Roxy heard footsteps beside her and felt a hand on her shoulder but all she could do was whimper.

"You did it didn't you?" a deep voice asked her. "You did it for me didn't you?" The hand went up to stroke her hair.

Roxy's mouth was dry. She tried to talk but couldn't. Giveing up she nodded and hugged her legs tighter.

"Come here," the male's voice was low with sympathy.

Roxy lifted her head slowly. Her eyes were wild, more like a frightened animal than human. She didn't move. Just staired at him. Sat there and studied him.

She studied his long black hair that he had pulled back into a long pony tail. It ran over his shoulder like a large surpent. He eyes studied his muscular figure beneath his tight black tee shirt under his black leather jacket. His full lips caught her attention next. Then her eyes rose to his pale, icy violet ones.

"It's ok. You know I wont hurt you." He held up his hand for her. "Do you know who I am or has your wolf taken over you, my love?"
Roxy shook her head as if to clear it. When she looked back up her eyes were no longer wild or glowing. They were back to her normal eyes. "Sparrow?" she stuttered reaching out to touch his face.

"Yes, my love," he whispered closeing his eyes as here trimbleing fiongers caressed his face.

More tears leaked out of her eyes. She wrapped her arms around him. She could feel his body tense, then relax as he wrapped his own arms around her tiny body.

Sparrow hugged her tighter and kissed her hair. "He will forgive you he cares for you. He could never stay mad at you, my love."

"That's not it," Roxy whimpered and whipped her tears on his shoulder.

"Then what is it? Did he hurt you again?" Saparrow asked quickly, jerking back so he could study her face.

"No, it's just I thought...that...well," she said sadly, her lip trembeling as she looked down at her hands in her lap.

"Love, you didn't think I'd forget you and not come back to get you?" Sparrow asked, fearing the answer. When she didn't respond he tilted her chin up with his index finger. "How could you believe that? I love you. You are my life and my soul."

"I love you too," she whispered. Her eyes glittered with unshead tears.

"Do not cry. You are my wolf queen and my future bride and it pains me to see you like this." Kissing her cheek, he pulled her onto his lap. He craddled her and sang to her like he had before he left her.

Roxy's eyes never left his. She hadn't seen him in weeks and didn't want to fall asleep. Unfortunately no matter how much she tried to fight sleep she felt her eyes growing heavier.

When she awoke she found herself in a familar place,Sparrow's bed.

Yeah so i chopped my hair of. I'm not bald but it's really short. Just thought i'm let everyone know.

Anyway, Comment my pic.s and vid.s i ♥ u all bye byexz.

Last night a freind off my family died. He was run over by a car last night. He waz like my uncle. Please i am asking you to keep him in your heart and pray for him.

 

.R.I.P. Lewis, we will all miss you.

As my heart bleeds black

my breathes become shallow

i wanna run

i wanna scream

but there's no escapeing this pain

as i sit outside in the rain

and wait for the perfect guy

the guy who will appreciate

me just for being me

 

As my heart bleeds black

my breaths become shallow

i wanna cry

i wanna die

just to escape this pain

that i feel as i sit in the rain

and think of my perfect guy

the one i had, the one i lost

the one i'll never foget

 

As my heart bleeds black

my breathes become shallow

i can't breathe

i can't think

but the pain is gone

for me at lest

but not for my friends

and family for which

i have left behind

Love is a sate of mind

You can say you in love so many times

He may be kind

He may rith you poems that ryhm

but in the end your just another girl on his list

And the worst part is he doesn't care how many times you cry

when  you think of the first time yall kissed

cuz love is just a lie

 

Love is a state of the mind

for i am in love with a guy who is kind

he use to write my poems that ryhmed

i'm just another girl on his list

i wonder if he cares how many times i cry

even though we never kissed

love is a lie

to most

 

but even though we aren't together anymore

i still love him

and i will forever

I  wanna come clean

I know i was mean

I wanna confess

But i guess

I don't have what it takes

Or what makes

me good enough

for you but i have to stay tough

I hold on tight

To my fear

As I feel a tear

Run down my face

I quicken my pace

I love you

I did

I have

And I always will

        8 random things about me

1. I hate u all
2. i waz just kidding about #1
3. I joke around alot
4. i hate typeing this
5. i ♥ pete wentz
6. i am really hyper right now
7. i went to and fob concert this summer
8. and and and i can't think of another one so ha

 

    I have tagged:

sunbear, 5daggerhearts, tinarocker, fobgrl95, petewentzishot, and and yayu82293

This is another set of lyrics. Tell me what u think and don't lie pwezz!

 

How do u c right through me

how did u get the key

the key to my soul

why do u think i am just like u

there's no more of us 2

any more

and there will never b again

u can't blame me this time

cu your the onet hat ran

even though i thought we had a perefect plain

how do u c right through me

y r u the only one to

hear my every plea

even when the tear

deprats from the corner of my eye

like i sour sweet tart

everyone told me it would never last

i hate to say it but they were right

and they still r

like when they say i am liveing in the past

wishing we could have lasted

how do u c right through me

y waz i such a de ta de

y did i have to say it's over

i though u were my lucky charm

my 3 leaf clover

i didn't mean to harm u

that's right i thought i could trust

u so i gave u the key

i wish it would rust

from all our distrust

so your could never use it agian

and c right threw me

 

yes this waz writen about one of my xs but he is not just my x he waz my bff and that's y it kills me in side. And to him u know who u r if u read this i love u and always will babe don't 4get that!!

It waz all fun and games but the only bad thing is half the rides weren't working. Other than that we had a great time until it begain to rain. They couldn't turn the cable cars on with it storming and they were planning on takeing everybody down in groups of 6 to 8 down the moutain useing 4 very small vans. So, my mom, dad, ashly (my bff) and myself began to walk down  the moutain when some guy that worked there made us turn around and come back. Then everyone started to rebell and we all went running down the moutain. We thought hey they can only catch a few of us not all of us. So, a little ways down we had to hitch a ride in the back of a truck. I am so happy at lest someone( who didn't even work at ghost town) had a little heart and drove us bac to the parking lot. We were sokeing wet. But other then the rain and getting cought on the moutain it was great fun!! =)

 

Who do i trust

i have no clue

oh poo

i love u

but what if the rumors are true

about u and her

tell me why do i hurt in side

i want to belieave u but i can't

So tell me have u lied

i need to know who i can trust

i am sorry i cust

u out

i really do love u but

how do i know if u lied

i can't be tied

with a person like dat

in my life

someone who will stab me in the bac

why do i lack

the knowledge to know who is lieing

these lies are prieing me away from u

my true love

where u sent from up above

i don't know what do do babby boy

who ever is lieing

needs to stop playin me like a toy

These are the worst liyrics yet but i just wanted to say Justin still love u and will always love u!

 

I wrote these in about ten min so they r the worst i have ever wrote. Oh well i don't really care so here they are.

Confused

i am always confused

could you do that again

or at lest explain the equation

or maybe even give me a explanation

cuz nothin ever goes as planned

not even wit the band

always late

with our low rates

why we continue

i hav no idea

I am always confused

when all my problems infuse

when i have no clues

with no new news

that's why i used to be confused

until he came and cleared everything up

when i felt as if i was about to currupt

he was always there

everyone said we were the rair

but perfect pair

i loved dat he cared

I was never confused when i was with him

when my brain was full to the rim

he would take some of my problems

but now that he's gone i am lost and confused yet again

all by myself

with all the worlds weight

on my shoulders

and each time it seems i all i have left is a peeble

that little peeble turns into a boulder

with no bedate

cuz i'm always confused

 

Plez read this. Well these are some new lyrics i wrote today they are deticated to someone very special to me who happened to die four years ago an i haven't been able to explain it to any one. I know it sounds mushy but if you add some drums and a guitar it really rocks!

Why Does No One Understand

Why do I try to explain this lonlyness

when no one will understand

the way i feel

cuz no one understands

all of my pain

that i can't maintain

why don't they understan

I'm i  speakin to fast

not waitin for the time to pass

I try to explain

all this lonly messed up pain

i don't see why

i try when

no one understands

they say they do

but really they have no clue

they just understand

why i complain

about this pain in my heart

i truly wish someone would stop my suferin

but they can't because they don't understand

I will not denie

that i know they lie when they say they understand

and that i don't see why

i even try to explain

 this pain

when i really know that no one understands

because they don't care

about little ol me

as i cry beside the old oak tree

so, why try

you ask

because i know someday

i will find someone who wil understands

it could be you or mayb not

i hopw you understand this song

because i have waited so long

for someone to understand

if you don't then it must be true

no one understands me

but i'll mantian

after all i've waited for four years

for four years i have tried to hold back tears

that are lettin out because of the memorys of her

i only wish someone could understand

and take this pain from me!

 

Thank You For Readin This You Have No Idea How Much It Means To Me!